My very first blog...

Hey every one, well I am currently going through a life change, and thought what better way of sharing it with everyone than a blog, seeing as phoning all of my friends will just be to expensive LOL!! So here goes, I hope you enjoy seeing me grow and learn all there is to learn in life. If you wanna know anything please leave me a comment, I will reply to all of them.

All you guys out there who knows me, knows that I use to love parties, drinking, dancing and just all the yummie stuff that goes along with life... Well the last couple of months was just so hard, I mean everything in my life just basically fell apart one by one, and instead of me doing something about it or asking the right questions I got angry and tried to get even with every person that hurt me. Well needless to say that did not work out to well for me, and came middle of November I realised that I had nothing and nobody and life as I knew it was basically over.

I was lying in bed one night asking God why all these things where happening to me, when I honestly did not feel that I deserved it, and something ( now I know it was God ) told me to open up my Bible, and I did... It fell open and I started reading Job, and my word it sounded like me in that Bible complaining and moaning and asking questions, but still I did not get it. The next day I went onto facebook and read posts by my ex-husbands cousin and his wife and how they turned their lives around, and then I knew... that is why my life was falling appart, it was God giving me a wake-up call saying come back to the straight and narrow, and find a purpouse for your life, and so my journey starts... one day at a time...