Oh my Oh my!!

Hey, sorry I didn't write for two days now, but so much has happened.



Well yesterday, I was running around trying to do deals to get money in so we can pay our rent, and I thought everything was going great, until the guys I am doing business with phoned me and gave me crappy news about my steel load. According to them it was waste and not steel, while I know that there was steel, and yes some waste... So you know I thought and said to myself, no way no how, the blooming devil is not going to get me down again. I made arrangements to go and see the manager at this place today, so I had the rest of yesterday off.



Well I have been struggling with this friend that I have, because I so badly want her to experience what I experience, and that is the Glory of God, but doesn't matter how I hinted and spoke about my God, she just turned a deaf ear, so I prayed to God and said to him "Lord what now did I fail, because I just cannot get Minette to listen and even show remote interest, should I just give up or what do I do now?" and God send me an answer through the Bible " If a person does not want to listen to what you want to tell them about God, then dust yourself off, turn around and walk away." This hurt, because she has three kiddies that I love to bits and I love Minette to bits to, but I will do as God says, so I went on with my day, and eventually, I drove, and stopped at Minette's house, why? I had no idea. So I went in and found her in the kitchen, and when she turned around, I just thought to myself you are such an ugly person to me right now, and the whole house feels depressing and ugly. ( Not that Minette is an ugly woman she is actually very pretty ) I sat down for a bit but inside I was praying to God to help me get out of that environment, because I so did not want to be there, and at that time my phone rang, and it was my cousin ( that I haven't seen in about 15 years saying that they where in Witbank and wanted to have coffee with me ) So I left for the Wimpy to have coffee...

I met my Cousin's wife for the first time yesterday, and she is just the best person! We caught on like a house on fire and started chatting about the old days, and finally, we started talking about God and the Bible ( the are both re-borned Christians ) I told them about my predicament with Minette, and Santie ( my cousin's wife ) said to me, "just remember Lelanie, you wanted to get out of that house by Minette, and you prayed for it and just then I phoned you, so God listened." Further more she said, " remember that the devil will be testing you from now on, and he is doing so by making you feel sorry for Minette's kids, and feeling like you are letting her down, when in fact you are doing exactly as you should." Just then my phone showed an sms, and it was from Minette saying that she wanted to know if I still wanted to work with her and be her friend because it doesn't feel like it, I laughed at this as I knew it was the devil again playing me. Well we had an awesome two hours in the Wimpy and then I left. Feeling much better! Just as I was on my way to the car when I got another sms from Minette saying that she wants to start doing Bible study with me and that she is ready to turn her life to God... Af freaking mazing, GOD IS THE ALMIGHTY SAVIOUR, PRAISE THE LORD! I wrote to her on facebook and today was our first day for doing Bible study!!!!!!